I don’t know how it happened.
When I stopped caring?
What led me to it?
Maybe I actually never did…
How do you find your light,
When everything seems pitch dark?
How do you find self love,
Accepting you, being enough,
When everything that you see
Reminds you of how things ‘should’ be.
How do you find your way,
Keeping those thoughts at bay?
How can you learn something new
After years spent dellusioned and gloom?
How can you find your smile,
When you lost all emotions and can’t even cry?
How are you supposed to live,
When you can’t even find strength to breathe?
What is left when there’s nothing at all,
That can touch your scarred heart and lost soul?
When you feel like a stupid doll
Not meant to exist in this world…
How can you survive and move on,
Finding a place you belong?
Tell me your secret to it,
I’m losing last bits of my will,
I crave for the peace in my mind,
I want to wake up feeling alive,
I want to step out of this cage,
The one I created myself.
I know that I should have the keys,
But nothing at all seems real,
And I can’t grasp the palm of hope –
I keep stretching my arms to this love,
But it swiftly escapes my touch –
I keep chasing its magical light,
That is only a memory now
Or a dream that might never come true,
But I’m tempted with its sweet allure.
As long as there’s air inside me,
I’ll keep searching for answers
for you and for me,
For all of us needing some meaning in this
I’m giving my hand – keep holding on, please…