Midnight thoughts

I whisper

I doubt your existence

And pray to a several Gods

Who don’t seem to care much…

I question the sky, Sun and Moon

And stars staring down with allure,

But none of them answers my plea –

I keep wondering – is this life real?

Moments of silence

Moments of silence, doubts and fears

Hiding from people I disappear.

Words on the page – droplets of ink

I am afraid to know what I think.

Something inside of me violently screams

I am imagining horrible things…

High above clouds – deep in abyss

I want to hear voice… My voice that I miss.